Okay, so after playing with the idea of straightening my life up in multiple ways, with the idea of living longer and better at the forefront of that concept, I finally made the leap and did it two weeks ago. I’m writing more in depth over here if you’re interested but the upshot in 6,000,000 words or less is that I feel better, I see changes happening inside and out, and it’s worth it.
Yes, indeed it is. I believe.
However, feeling better isn’t the whole point here with my life I’m afraid. Now I’ve got to get my head in the game with everything else in my life that needs to be changed. I’ve finally committed (at least mostly, since I’m very changeable) to following the careerpath I love – Social Media – with several resumes out there in that field now. I only hope I can compete in that area alongside people far younger who seem to have the edge only because of that youth. Likewise, after much debate and second-guessing, we’re really committed to staying put here in central Florida. Our quality of life is so good and our circle is so big that we feel its worth it to try to make this work for us. No, we’re not going to get rich quick here. Not even get rich slow. But we’ve got friends and family and connections that go pretty deep for us so we think it’s worth trying to make it work.
Oh and PS to Harry’s… don’t try so damned hard to change my mind… one place/incident does not an entire place make, which is seriously lucky for you because if it did then after Saturday I would either be picketing you or hiring a Moving Company. PS I caught onto your personal prejudices there Ms. Manager, my LGBT friends did too. One of us was unfortunately far too sober and straight for your shenanigans. I’ll vote against you with my wallet, and my word of mouth. You were warned then, I’m serious.
Bitch. Oh, and F-U! There, didn’t say that Saturday, but now I am. With berries.
Yeah, so anyway, I’ll write more about that later, life evolves. Backward is anywhere you go. People want to be offended… from now on my mission is to help them out whenever I can.
Anyway, yeah, we are moving forward, slowly, grindingly, painfully, but still moving forward. Just like the world around us. Things will change. We will change. And we will change our world, just by staying in it.
Evolve or die… not just a saying, a reality.