I missed my Mom. Just like I did yesterday, and the day before.
And once again I realized that this new reality will not change. This is the rest of my life.
And tonight I cried.
But tonight I also thought about one of the life lessons that Mom hammered into me all of my life. Because she did. Mom was a big one on lessons. Her favorite was this:
I cried because I had no shoes and then I saw a man who had no feet.
And tonight, although I might be crying because I have no shoes (so to speak), there are most definitely people around me who have no feet (both figuratively and literally). But, of course, Mom met with abject failure when she first tried to teach me that lesson when I was a selfish and self-absorbed teen… back when the idea of pitying anybody was beyond my nature or ability.
Today, I’m sure that wherever she is she’s plenty pleased to know that she succeeded.
I miss you.